When it started...........?

when i was 7 i was obsessed with how i looked,my hair had to be perfect and I would never go out the house in a igems of creased clothing,anywah iam not 14 and my obsession is alot less OTT than before,ive been seeing a doctor and he told me to think about what made me this way....ive been thinking and i remembered reading bratz magazine and looking at all the perfect pictures of the bratz girls and other girl,there hair was perfect,there clothes were spotless.i think thats what caused it,but how can i fight this demon inside me to be truely recovered?