Is atheism really about ‘lack of belief in God’, or just “finding excuses” not to believe?

Confess your sins to God, truly sorry for offending His love for you, and ask His forgiveness. Then turn from your sins and turn *to* God, proving your repentance is real, trusting in faith Jesus took the punishment your sins deserved. He delights in forgiving all who ask, as often as they ask, even empowering you with His Holy Spirit to do what He commands. Otherwise, if you lose eternal life, it will have been by your own choosing. He made the way for your sins to be forgiven!